I think I spend too much time obsessing about time. You might think I have too much time on my hands to be so engrossed in such a timeless subject. But then how do you spend your time? Time is a subject that takes hold of the imagination of many of us. I think it is safe to say that most people would love to not only think about time, but control time. Think of the power one could wield controlling the movement and the speed of time.
Anyway, again I got to thinking about “what if” backward time were possible. And, my thoughts went further than time travel, and I thought to muse over the ramifications of backward-time travel. I do not believe backward-time travel possible, but I believe most physicists will agree that there is nothing mathematically that definitively discounts the possibility of backward-time travel. S0, for the sake of the following discussion let us say backward-time travel is possible. But, rather than focusing on scenarios like the time-travel exploits of Captain Picard or Doug and Tony through the Time Tunnel, I want to explore a particular idea that has permeated my mind for some time now. What if we are all in a Universe where time is traveling backward now? Would we know it?
I find nothing to dismiss the possibility of matter moving in more than one direction; up, down, forward and “backward.” Time is tied to space and just as the clock can be rewound, the space (matter) connected to time can be “undone.” But, would we know it? As I live my life, and when I take the time to think about how I am living my life and how I am using my time, I have the ever-present feeling that I am doing so in a forward direction. But would I know otherwise? If time were running backwards would I be aware it was running backwards? Every event that happened would unwind. Every event that happened would cease to be as if it never were. How would I know this? I do not believe I would.
Too often the motion of time is compared to a filmstrip; a timeline. But when I look at a filmstrip; when I look at each cell on that film strip, forward and or backward, I am doing so from the outside. I am an outside observer. I am not an object on one of those cells on the filmstrip. Just as we observe the many SCI-FI TV shows and movies about time travel, we do so from the advantage point of an outside observer. We are not on the TV show. We are not a character in the SCI-FI movie. We are outside. But, if our time is traveling backward as I write, it is our time, and we are within that space and time; we are inseparable from our film, our space and time.
I think a better comparison pertaining to this thought than film is that of paper and an eraser. If I total my life from birth to death and set it out on paper, and I then start erasing my life from death to birth, the paper will only evidence as much of my life as still remains on the paper at any given time. What is erased is gone and for all purposes, it never was. Or, maybe a better object of comparison is a tape recorder and my voice recorded thereon. As an outside observer, I can listen to my recorded voice in a forward or backward directi0n, but as the voice on the tape itself, i.e. to say, if I examine the rewinding of the tape from the vantage point of my recorded voice on the tape, and not as an outside observer listening to the recording, I am only aware of what is playing as it is playing and what has played vanishes from my reality as quickly as played. Our minds are predisposed to think of time as having direction, forward and backward, but maybe direction is our way of labeling time and forward is backward or forward, all dependent on one’s relative perspective.
If our time is running backward, all evidence of our movement in that direction is being erased as time moves backward. No different than if time is running forward. We live in the present. Once an event occurs it is done and gone; erased, but still in our memories. So, one might believe that if time is running backward we would remember the future and the past would be the new unknown future. But, what if that is not how it works? What if causation is fixed relatively and what if relativity exposes another “t.” What if time moving backward is relative to time moving forward? And, what if time affects our memories in only one direction? Then our moving backward in time would leave us oblivious to what just occurred in our past, which is the future for someone living in forward moving time. We would only remember the moment; the present. And, we would remember the past, which in reality is our future. But, we would perceive time as moving forward and past as having occurred, when in reality our past has yet to happen. “Deja Vu.”
We grow accustomed to our environment and we accept that which makes life manageable; physically and psychologically. We perceive time as moving forward; causation intact and moving one direction, and maybe causation is intact. But, if our time was such that our time was moving backward, we would perceive that as “the norm” and adjust our thinking and rationalizations accordingly.
For time to exist in the sense of being traversable, I think it necessary to believe that events which are destined to happen, have happened. Destiny. Fate. And, if that is so, causation is preserved. But, we have no perception that we are moving in reverse. No perception that our futures have occurred and our futures are unraveling into our pasts which, for us, have yet to occur.
I leave this topic with this request. Record your voice and play it back in reverse. And as you listen to your soliloquy unravel, image being that voice on the recording; separate from the you who recorded it. Imagine your world, your memories, unraveling and think about the possibility of living your life in reverse.